Depressing Thoughts..

[Millions]

kenshin deffinatly isnt a optomist..... lol

[Kenshin]

yeah. so i i look foward to seeing you in hell millions! ;D

and i hope chibi picks the right religion so i don't have to see him...

[pxc]

Belle said:

Remember, I'm Atheist.

See...I believe that all human "soul" is the brain. The brain is the center of life for a human, nothing spiritual. People look to religions and "heaven" and "hell" and "reincarnation" and such as something to relieve the pain of that, one day, you're going to die.

I believe that death is the complete shutdown of the brain, the person suspended in a eternal nothing for the remainder of eternity. No sight, no sound, no memory, no sense of anything, a depressing abyss of nothingness from which there is no escape.

This has led me to believe that the meaning of life is to -live-, not to kill or to protect or anything else, simply to live and survive.

Me? I would personally do anything to at the least preserve my brain to where I would not have to suffer death, the thought scares the shit out of me. I don't care if I'd have to sacrifice my "humanity" or if religions called me "Evil" or "Against the will of god".

It's a depressing and scarey thought..I wish there was a way to avoid something as horrible as that place. I just needed to get this out of me, I guess, which is why I posted it here.

Anyhow...Later.

Feh. I look forward to death. Not that I wanna help it along. lol

[Kenshin]

oh, well if you ever wanna know how to kill yourself, ask me. i have a ton of ways, that you can die, and leave everyone thinking you rock!

[pxc]

lol. Good times... If I could have one wish, it would be that I could fastforward my life through the boring/difficult parts, and put it in slow motion for the good stuff. That would pwn.

[Kenshin]

like sex...? ;D

[Kenshin]

i have.

[Kenshin]

he he, thxs ;D. but you should've stayed in that religion back 2 months ago when you had a chance

[Kenshin]

yes, and it made out to prove that the "quantity" of you three didn't surpass my quality as a chieftan .

[Kenshin]

well, if we got this down to basically a raw examination.

truth = honesty, good, trust.

lies = evil, distrust, bad.


and what am i? truth, and what are you? lies.

and so is my clan better? yes.

and the person you see here, isn't the real me. you did see the real me once, when i talked to you guys in the channel and all, but you threw it all away. you had your chance, now you only get to see the "bad" me. i only flame you guys and treat you all like shit. and that's what you get.

i actually want you to think that i am such, because that means you do not like the way i act towards you.


but ask smurf how i am. ask him if i have a good temper, if i am sociable. you will get a very different answer ;D.

[Kenshin]

um... since chibi left, you're the only one i have left. so yeah zar, nickel, and everyone else will now see the real me, but i'm still going to insult you and annoy you, and make you feel bad ;D.

[Kenshin]

music to my ears...


although, since now you're not important anymore... i might give you a break.


so just don't talk to me, or make comments about me, or reply to my opinions or nothing, and you'll be safe...

[Kenshin]

yeah that's about right ;D

[SBKKupan]

fuckin hell - after the mod i assume zarmat, has deleted posts, this looks effin weird, should probably delete kenshins posts as well, they make absolutely no sense now.

[MysticGohan not logged in]

It also looks like kenshin was spamming nonsense lol . Why did a mod delete the posts in between kenshins posts?